So... We are spanking more. And spanking more means that there are stories to tell about THAT part of our lives again. Now, fair warning -- not all spanking stories are necessarily hot and sexy. Sometimes, in the middle of a session, my mind is wrapped up around "getting through" whatever I encounter in the event. This is one of those...
We didn't spank much over the last couple of years, but we are working our way back to it. I don't remember having to "learn" my way into spanking play in the beginning -- but that was a long time ago. As we move together back to sadomasochistic relating, I feel like a neophyte. Spanking play is still erotically charged for me. It is just hot and sexy, and as I have longed for it over the last two years, I think I imagined that, if we ever got back to it, I'd just jump right back into it where we left off. That was probably silly...
So, here we are, and spanking is coming back into our relatedness. It is good. I want it and I want it to be good and I want to be good with it. So, when we actually have time, and space, and we are both feeling good physically and emotionally, it is almost breathtaking if we actually get into spanking play. That was this morning...
Yay! Spanking!
One thing hasn't changed... He still likes to jump right in just as soon as I manage to get bottom up. I'm not even remotely settled in before He is smacking my butt. One of the issues deriving from being "older" is that my joints creak and ache. Things don't bend the way they once did. I always feel like I need to rustle around and wrangle myself into some sort of halfway comfortable spot ... so that I can concentrate on the spanking and not be all wrapped up in the fact that my elbow or my shoulder of my back is screaming. Blech! So, from my perspective, all that initial wiggling and squirming is sort of necessary. Otherwise, I'm fighting the achy old lady joints all the way through -- which just makes things harder than they need to be. This morning, I finally got myself settled, and He was back there, behind me, whacking away on my backside -- and I suddenly realized that my nose was all stuffed up. Breathing was suddenly very difficult. All that panting and breathing that I tend to do as a way to process the pain and find the energy was nearly impossible. Achy joints and stuffy nose, and still He was spanking me harder and harder. I did finally find a tissue that had been stuffed under my pillow overnight, and managed to quickly, during a break in the action, blow my nose and clear my airway enough to breathe a little easier. It was a huge relief!
And so, breathing in rhythm with the blows He was raining down on my ass, I found my way into the waves of energy, and slipped into the good place of it all.
It was a good morning....
swan
Sounds like a good morning indeed. Totally understand the need to be in just the right spot for the event but Daddy finds it amusing that one needs to be totally comfortable before the pain starts.
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