I love you. I have waited for you for all of my life. And when I found you, I was stunned that we had been near each other off and on all of our lives and probably even crossed paths a time or two.
I know these past few months have been hell for you. They have not been a walk in the park for any of us. We are all sad, angry, depressed, frustrated. We feel let down by those paid to be our advocate. We feel lied to and deceived.
You are allowed your feelings. You are allowed to be depressed and pissed as hell.
But you need to remember that I love you. That, throughout this entire mess, I have tried my damnedest to be there when you need me. I know my EAP recomendations are batting .500, good therapist, not so good lawyer. But at least we had that to help us navigate this mess.
Please stop pushing me away when you need me most. I am fighting like hell for us. I need to know that you are fighting too. Because, I cannot do it alone. I need you. Just as we both need our Sue.
I love you with all my heart.
Mores and Mores,